Last night i was sitting in a studio in downtown Chicago. A family friend was releasing his new album and as we sat in that small studio, the one with the tiny stage, we all listened as he sang. But there was something more. The music was extremely loud, and not the kind of loud music as you ride in the car, but the loud music that vibrates through your entire body. The loud music that makes you think you can actually feel your heartbeat, even as calm as you are in that very moment. It was like my heart was on the outside of my body and it allowed me to fall in love with music all over again. It gave me a drive to get back on the piano.
But lately i've been feeling out of touch with my body. Like my soul is starring at me from the outside and is watching me go through this part of life on my own. I suppose it's because i need something new to happen everyday. Someone special, that is mine, that i can have everyday. Maybe that's why i think i miss my exes, because i want someone special that doesn't belong to someone else.
I guess im just trying to figure out my next step in life. But it's gonna be something great. One day at a time right? Right...
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