My brother has a crush on me...

I know this is the second post i've made in one day but something just came up. Actually it's been going on for a while. My male best friend confessed that he has had feelings for me for a few months now and i'm not sure what i should do. He is everything i pretty much want in a guy, but he has a girlfriend. Sometimes he asks me if i like him and i tell him i don't know, i say im confused. I am confused and i don't know. Maybe i do like him but i'm not allowing myself to because i know it's wrong, because he has a girlfriend who i happen to be distant friends with. Maybe i secretly like him because i'm flattered that he likes me, but again i'm not allowing my feelings to find him. And when i tell him how i feel he always seems to be disappointed.

He thinks i'm sexy, smart, cute, funny, sweet, and nice. He said he likes spending time with me. I like spending time with him, i love spending time with him. We've been best friends since we were little and now he likes me. I feel like he's ruined everything. He was something i had great going on in my life. He's that one person that i tell everything to, like EVERYTHING! Especially the weird stuff that girls and boys shouldn't talk about. I can't even talk about those things with my female best friend, just because it's too weird. But i am crazy? Am i crazy for being able to tell a boy about deep-personal things? Is he crazy for listening, not feeling awkward, and for actually doing the same. Sometimes i think he's secretly in love with me because i can see him staring at me from the corner of my eye, as i talk. Or even if im not talking, if im laughing or looking at something, he's looking at me. When i turn my head to look at him, there he is, but not in a weird creepy way. In a sweet admiring way.

We talk everyday. And the days we don't talk, i miss him. Does that mean i like him. I think i do, or i could like him, but i'm afraid. I'm afraid that if i don't eventually like him and he still likes me, we won't talk. We won't talk like me and Ex #2. And i couldn't live in a world where i don't have someone like my best friend. He makes me feel important, and he makes me feel like i belong when no one else does. Once, i was sitting alone just thinking, and he walks over to me, "Hey sis." We call each other bro and sis. it's been that way since we were little. Now he likes me and doesn't call me sis anymore. I miss that.

I can't call him bro anymore either, that's the one thing that's weird. I miss calling him bro.