Their is a possible chance that whatever happens tomorrow could ruin my social life and/or my self perspective if it gets out. That's saying if it even happens. I could change everything, because this could change everything. Tomorrow all three of them are going to be their. Ex 1, Ex 2, and my "brother". I can't even call him that anymore. Now he's "the boy." Their all going to be their tomorrow and it's probably going to be really awkward. This could change so much. It could ruin the friendships between Ex 2 and I, also between "the boy" and I. Ex 1 and me haven't spoken since our break up, if you don't count the happy birthdays we sent to each other.
Things are going to change tomorrow. They're gonna change because i might kiss the boy. If i don't i might lose him. If i do, i might lose him. What if Ex 2 still likes me? Sometimes i think he does because of the way he looks at me. What if Ex 1 still likes me? Highly doubted but possible. They're stupid! All of those high school girls and "The boy" is looking at me, and he has a girlfriend! All of those high school girls and Ex 2 still sees me? Stupid.
What ever happens, happens. But it's gonna happen tomorrow.
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